Wednesday, September 26, 2007

I hate you all.

just started watching Californication, and it's kinda similar to me, except that i am not a writer nor am i having as much sex as Hank. But i can sympathize with his situation of his life being out of control. Fun show to watch. I see alot of myself in that show and it hurts a bit. Sort of like being show a mirror that you've been trying to avoid for the past 7 years or so.

Anyhow, since it's been a while since i posted anything significant, i might as well give you a bit of an update on my life. Well, i finally got sick of the graphic design bit and thought long and hard and decided to try the culinary arts. So, i enrolled at the start of the year and after two quarters, i haven't fucked things up yet (got two A's, one in Intro and another in Garde Manger); and still haven't got sick of it. But i am still waiting for the confidence to come thru. Had it, went on a practical interview, fucked that up. Lost my graphic design job, got a job deep frying wings; and still waiting for the big break.

Now and then, i still long for times past, but then realize that things have been pretty sucky for a while. i just have a feeling that there is a light at the end of this tunnel. As much as i want to, i cannot give up hope yet.

Anyhow, finally feeling a bit better (been sick for the past two days, i think the lady i've been crushing on has ironically given me the bug inadvertently), and so i am going out and try to make some luck.

i will try to keep this thing updated a bit more often.

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